Time to say Bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Feb 10, 2012 3:03 pm
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It was around a year ago when I had made this handle. The thought behind it being that I would want to give myself a year in this virtual world and take a rain check on myself, my patience, and above all try to curb my tendencies of reacting to not very happy situations.
In all this honestly I did not expect to make any friends or foes but just react to situations that would come along the way and react to them in a calm and positive way. In the course of this year though, I was very lucky to have come across a few members who I can't exactly call friends but with whom I enjoyed having a chat, a discussion, some light hearted banter and it was a priviledge interacting with them.
Conversly I did come acroos some folks who just didn't like my presence but again it's completly their prerogative and I have no issues with that. Everybody can't like everyone and the world doesn't run on such textbook situations. For me what was a bit of an issue was when allegations and counter allegations were made without any reason. It was getting really juvenile and it had to stop someplace.
Before someone jumps to any quick conclusions about the timing of me saying bye, I'd like to have the record straight here and say that I had discussed this with some friends as early as November / December and to conclude that I have decided to quit because of X Y or Z reasons would'nt be right.
Am not going to say that I have enjoyed every single moment of my stay here. No not at all. It was a great mix of happiness and anger. To my friends here I would say bye and will certainly miss them. To the folks who didn't want me here, I'd just say Bye and well whatever they say after that really won't make any difference to me.... not my funeral !!!!!! It would be unfair on my part to name just a few folks who I would miss but I certainly would miss them and for those who don't like me and never wanted me here... well you have a reason to smile now.....
So cheerup and all's good guys.... God Bless You Always and keep the show going !!!!!!!!!! Buh Bye !!!!!!!!!!
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Feb 10, 2012 5:13 am
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I don't know if it was meant to be,
I don't know if anyone realises that we were meant to be,
I don't know if it would be the same 5 years down the line,
I don't know why and I don't care.
Like a whiff of fresh air,
Like a dewdrop on a lotus leaf,
Like a smile on the lips,
Like a tear of joy in the eyes,
You just stormed into my life,
Like no one ever has,
I don't know why and I don't care.
I have no name for you,
I don't know if that is your name,
I have no name for this relationship,
I have no idea where it would lead,
I know though that if you are there,
Nothing would be impossible to overcome,
I don't know why and I don't care.
Your different shades fascinate me,
Your smile fascinates me,
Your silly jokes fascinate me,
Your constant nagging fascinates me,
Your irritating shrieks fascinate me,
I don't know why and I don't care.
Your constant gaze amazes me,
Your "am there for you" attitude amazes me,
Your penchant for ice creams at 2 in the morning amazes me,
Your persona amazes me and will always do,
I don't know why and I don't care.
I don't know why you care,
I don't know why you dare,
I don't know why you shed a silent tear,
I don't know if you find me queer,
I don't know why you fight,
I don't know if you could see light,
But all I can say now........
I do know and I do care !!!!!!!
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Searching Souls.......
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Feb 9, 2012 3:48 am
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searching places searching souls
through bright blue skies and darkened holes
this wandering mind now rests awhile
a repose fulfilling or a slumber futile?
no matter what, this turn in life
is a break so wanted in an ongoing strife
of goods and bads, of wrongs and rights
of shimmering laurels and unforgiving blights
for once above these i wish to rise
to know, to understand to realise
what is it like to be just me
through your eyes for once to see
my tired self, my crumbling soul
why in your mind do i look whole
what is it that you see, what is it that you feel
just an illusion or is it real??
and a find a crevice of my existance deep,
into which i would seldom dare to peep
when you talk to me of reaching shore
it makes me aware all the more
it has always been a fate of a ship forlorn
to spend ages of being torn
between scented breezes so shorebound
and treacherous currents ready to drown
is my anchor so strong to hold the shore so deep
is your shore so mighty to forever keep
the tides from pulling my being away
on a darkened, violent stormy day?
for just this one moment i leave behind
the questions of my doubting mind
for just this moment i want to feel it too
what it feels like to come home to you................
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Forever Your .........
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Feb 8, 2012 3:47 am
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Kiss the skin sunburned tan
I glide my weight free hand
Across the body that graces your light
Give me a moment to enjoy this
Sensual and sweet while rubbing your feet
Your eyes are so tender and juicy
The slightest gaze puts me in a daze
Of which I can lose myself in for days
Forever your flesh
Dripping wet with passion
Just hush…
Let the scenery be taken in
So I can remember you
A peck on the cheek so subtle
Don’t worry babe my touch is always gentle
Caressing the surface of your face
I get lost inside that beautiful smile
The heat from the sun beating down
Embracing our love to cool us
Trust me sweetheart you’re safe in my arms
I hope this moment never ends
Forever your flesh
Releasing loud moans
Just hush…
Let the passion be taken in
So we both can remember
Lucid sensations while writhing against each others bodies
Causes creamy penetrations to slosh about
Slippery orgasms are forced into being rushing out
I close your lips to silence them
Licking sweat from your stiff arched chest
You whisper those precious words “I love you.”
Fully satisfied and dry from sexual dehydration
I return the favor by exchanging a ring for a promise
Forever your flesh
Is all I need
Just hush… And say yes
Remember to breathe.....
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An Open Reply to a Open Letter.........
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Feb 7, 2012 5:38 am
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Sakina,
Wish I could prefix you name with "Dear",
This is the first time and the last time I am ever going to make myself clear here. So read it and read it carefully and stay away.
Unlike you, I do not have the habit of residing in the lobby and sit gossiping about other's like old retired women do. First let me refute your charges and then secondly let me give you a reality check on your own impeccable character. For too long you have got away with abusing people over here.
1. My Charisma ? What charisma are you speaking of ? According to you I happen to be the most maligned person in IFF and all the women folk have been warned about me so why would any woman be trapped in my web of charisma and deceit ? Now when you have made charges of me recording cam conversations of a particular lady, let me ask you... how does one record a cam conversation ? secondly why would the said sane and normal and moral lady do things of such dastardly immoral nature on the cam ? thirdly since you have mentioned I have posted the recording on the web am sure you would want to share the link of that post here ? If not then how about just apologising for spreading false rumours against me ? Most importantly posting a video of such nature on the web is a crime and punishable under the Indian Law. The said lady has a few lawyer friends and if it so happens that this is true then why hasn't any criminal action been initiated against me ? Are you so dumb and daft not to understand that. Yesterday you made a claim in the lobby that it was Leya Smith who told you this and you have no reason not to believe Leya. Well then would Leya then come up and give the link of that post ?
2. Now about the second charge about the second person.... what do you know about the second person ? What do you know about the talks between her and me ? Just cuz one fine day she sought to have a small tiff with me in the lobby, you found it necessary to make a mountain out of a molehill ? Since that day the person and me have been in the lobby together on a few occasions and neither have us stooped down to your levels of abuse or false accusations or character assinations. Infact the day she was having a tiff with me in the lobby, it was you Mr. Sakina who was calling her an alcoholic, a person who makes up stories and who sits crying about them every second day. Unlike you Sakina am not the object or subject of hatred and ridicule amongst the lobbians. In case this member has any greviences against me she would speak for herself and she doesn't need a lawyer of your reputation to fight her case... a lawyer who she refers to as "Sakku Bai". Btw It was an eyeopener to see a blog poll taken out by a lady "Dilruba Sharma" against you and your wierd ways and as ofcourse you have sought to refute that with your abuses towards the lady. Speaks a lot about your tolerance levels Sakina
3. Now coming to your own impecable character. You have abused religion, you have abused ladies, you have abused guys, you have abused parents of members, you have abused kids of members, you have abused almost everyone and everything except you. How many times have you come into my flash and asked me questions about a certain individual whom u were lusting for ? Do u wish to answer that ? You have abused my mother Sakina. Is this what you call your impeccable character ? You have abused my teen aged Daughters Sakina.... Is this what you call you humane nature ? You have abused my Father whose on his death bed.... Is this what your search for truth has taught you ?
You make childish claims about making 2 handles one for peace and one for combat. That it'self shows your maturity and speaks a lot of your dual personality. Sakina all this time I have desisted from making any comments about you or some other members who have made it a passion and a one point agenda for themselves to comeout and abuse me or speak nonsense about me. But there is a point my friend where you can't keep quiet anymore, keeping quiet then becomes a crime and I speak only then.
Is this just a coincidence that you thought of writing about me just cuz a person who you tried on a lot of occasions to get her share her personal details with you now is a friend of mine and decided to stand by me at this point where lunatics such as you have decided to prove that lunacy has absolutely no limits ? As always am sure you would like to speak to your ambassador to India and make complaints against me.
Grow up Sakina for once grow up cuz just growing down in your pants isn't gonna help a lot at your age you know. And for all those who wanna pass judgements about me...I am what I am, and I do not need character certifications from anyone. Those who wish to be my friends are most welcome and those who do not are also most welcome to stay away from me. As I said this is the first and the last time I have made myself known here and henceforth if you get a bout of jealousy Sakina..... get some ice cubes and well.... you know what to do with it.
Finally Sakina you have spoken about thunder and clouds and storms in a certain blog yesterday. Unfortunately the only thing that has happened is that a bolt of lightning has struck you and has struck you where it hurts you the most. My hearfelt sympathies for the pain you are undergoing Sakina. I do not need to color or paint my blog figuratively or symantically, Sakina but you know what I am atleast known by my name and not by an Ex-Girfriends name unlike you. I haven't gone on and blabbered and raved and ranted about the rice grains and other disgusting things that you have seen on your girl friend.... EX as she may be. Am sorry to see that inspite of your intellect which I do still respect Sakina you make yourself the object of hate and ridicule and come out looking a clown who has nowhere to run but stay here and be a clown who needs these antics just to attract attention and seek attention.
I sincerely hope and wish for the sake of both of us that this is the last time I have ever to reply to you and interact with you. Standing next to you and interacting with you Sakina, makes me feel very good about myself cuz I realise that I am a much better human being with an excellent upbringing and for that I shall forever be thankful to you !!!!!!!!!!!!!
With my deepest regards......
Once an aquaintance....
Rahul Deshpande
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A Letter To A Friend...
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Feb 6, 2012 4:18 am
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Dearest friend,
You always wonder how I get into your head,
understand the messages you wrote, as I read.
There is no easy answer to your query
but I will try to explain what it is in theory.
I am like a short wave radio tuning in to the emotions,
an empath, I can FEEL your every word and sensation.
Literally it is like scanning the channels,
I feel peoples’ emotions, some clear others feint and shallow,
it can get hard at times to block chaos out
yet at other times it is useful without a doubt.
A gift or a curse which, I do not know
but I use it to help those who need hope.
I feel you my friend, you are like a beacon of sorrow,
a loneliness, endless, like no tomorrow.
It cut me to the quick so I tuned in, it was you,
now, I am quite intuned, feeling the changes in your moods.
I hear your heart when it aches,
your mind when it threatens, insanity will overtake,
but like all things in nature, it is not absolute,
it comes and goes depending on the strength of feelings in you.
Magic, mystery or science so deep,
call it what you like, that is the secret I keep.
Many, many people do not understand,
all I can say is, I am what I am.
Empath, witch, demon or angel, you decide,
like a prism it is just another facet of the me inside.
I feel you my friend, it is not a trick,
and will, until you cut the uniting link,
when you no longer need me there,
I will become a memory of your time of despair......
Your happiest friend.
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Elicit..........
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Feb 5, 2012 4:33 am
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It was in the way
Your passion leaked through
Spilling out unabashedly
Melding with skill
And all I could think about was dancing to
Your rhythms
And being apart of your
Ins and outs
To feel you cogs
And know your mechanisms
By heart
Something purely
Undeniable
That persists and nags
Till I ache
In my bones
In my toes
In my teeth
From clenching so hard
On a bleeding lip
A willing participant
To a whim or a need
A prisoner of a
Wondrous torture
That leaves me screaming
For more
Would I lie at your alter
A fleeting whisper on my lips
As the promise of you
Fills me wholly
Just a touch.
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Push it in me..........
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Feb 4, 2012 5:53 am
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wrap yourself in
satin, lace and leather
slip into all your sexy
underwear
check your look in the mirror
as you playfully toss your hair
wishing there was somebody - anybody
there
down another drink to dull the pain
of a heart that's trying to burst
out of its chains
thrust
distil these feelings into words, then
load them into a syringe
called poetry
and
mainline them into
my veins
You know I love
the drug you push
so
hit me again..........
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It's just HER heat...............
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Feb 3, 2012 5:11 am
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Fire to black excites the blood,
Desire light ecstasy dark,
In the moment of sex and passion,
I am mesmerized by her,
Tender breasts curved thigh.
The abyss hot soft delicate,
I plunge in silently and kiss her,
She bridges the gap,
Between my soul and my existence,
Discover flood liberate swell.
Take time to touch me,
Let me bathe in your beauty,
In the silence of the night,
Let you gaze drop,
From my eyes to my body.
Dream with me, you are my lost angel,
Fallen goddess i tremble now, delirious with delight,
I watch a bead of sweat,
Follow the smooth of your skin,
It is almost celestial,
As it staggers across your body,
I want to cover it with my mouth,
Or follow it with my tongue,
My thoughts come in,
Purple orange yellow white,
It was my rite of passage,
I think her shadow shimmers on the wall,
The candle is almost out,
And the color of night is fading to grey.......
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Diaries of a mechanic..........
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Feb 2, 2012 4:49 am
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He turned her over
and raised her hood,
she was running a little hot
but not yet overheating.
With skilled hands
he felt the throb
of her heart beat
as her fiery juices circulated.
Leaning slightly forward
he lightly flicked her throttle
with the tip of a well practiced finger;
her smooth running engine
jumped time. The sucking of air
seemed endless,
until at last her breathing regulated again.
Not one to be so quickly satisfied
his finger found it’s mark
many times, each time rewarding him with the same effect.
Until, after one final thrust,
a small stream of fluid appeared.
He smiled appreciatively letting her know
she had performed up to spec.
But, as he had imagined from the beginning,
he would have to go in deeper.
He assured her there was no reason to fear,
for after all, he was very experienced.
Without hesitation he presented his favorite tool
for inspection. He knew she was pleased
and an admiring smile spread across his face.
“All of this is for you”, he whispered.
Grasping it with both hands.
he held it tightly, admiringly.
“Feel it’s hardened, sleek sides,
streamlined and so easy on the hand.
It is able to work into the tightest of places
as well as reach the deepest depths.”
Her motor fluttered as he slid beneath her,
checking her fluids;
lubricating her where she was dry.
Then while checking out her rear
he thought she might have a leaky seal,
but as it turned out
it was only a premature
observation on his part.
He was in and out of every inch of her;
over and under, top to bottom,
until they were both covered
with the glow that only comes
from a job done well.
Then while playfully scolding her
for not coming regularly
he feigned anger
while secretly posting a reminder
to service her again, soon.........
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